Trying to find my place in life.
21 years old, Floridian, college student, recovering.
I like my dog more then most people, my boyfriend is my only family. I'm a psychology major and I plan on helping people with eating disorders.
I'm finally accepting who I am, and I'm done changing for everyone.
My dreams are bigger than I ever imagined, and I'm having a hard time holding onto all of them. But I will accomplish them.
constance marie

I really need to stop drinking and and start dealing with my problems.

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1. When you cut yourself, clean and bandage it.

2. Do not start smoking cigarettes because the boy who broke your heart does.

3. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

4. Cutting calories doesn’t do anything but make you unhappy.

5. If the number on the scale rises, throw it out.

6. The first girl you ever “date” is going to call the police on you even though she lives three thousand miles away, because you’re going to tell her that you’re not in a good mental state shortly after you’ve “broken up”.

7. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

8. Break up with the boy who says, “You had a sexy phase!” when you tell him that you’ve dated a girl before.

9. Dating your friends is not always the best idea, but you can still be friends after you’ve broken up with her.

10. Your mother will try to become your best friend because you’re leaving for college soon. Let her.

11. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

12. Your closest friend will stop talking to you when you leave for college.

13. It’s okay to cry.

14. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

15. When you cut yourself again, clean and bandage it. Do not be ashamed.

16. Your anxiety is going to try and control your entire life. Tell it to shut the hell up, because you’re trying to live and that task is hard enough as it is.

17. The past has a funny way of coming back in the form of you developing a crush on another friend.

18. Try not to hate yourself for breaking up with your boyfriend.

19. If you’re still smoking, apologize silently to your mother.

20. When you want to kill yourself, don’t.

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My whole life ive just wanted to be happy. When can I be happy?
Ive wanted to run away more now as an adult, then I ever did being in my moms house, and thats just because you don’t give a fuck if im not doing good.
Tell me what’s wrong with this situation.
I left everyone because of you.
I have nothing because of you.

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I passed my nutrition class with an 88 on my final so im celebrating by getting drunk.
Who the hell am I kidding, I dont need an excuse to drink anymore lol

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I am not a magazine
people mindlessly flip through
when they’re bored.
I am literature. I am art.
I am stories with a spine.
I am the book you pick up
but never buy.
I am the book you open
but never finish to read and that’s okay.
I write for myself anyway.

Sade Andria Zabala (surfandwrite) | Modern Lit (via surfandwrite)

This made me cry.

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it’s amazing how for 13 years of my life I was able to wake up at 6am 5 days a week and now I can’t even manage waking up for a 1pm class twice a week

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